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Twisting

by New Native

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Walls 01:00
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coughing ashes bitter taste, I can feel my pulse cave in collecting dust on shelves above locking myself inside my walls and let myself rot here sweet revenge, I cant find another point to live I‘m closer to the edge this time another let down and this world flies by and I‘ll watch from underneath death of mine, is this really what you want this time? my will is broken, nothing‘s left inside disappointments and the ash of what I never managed to cough up
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Twisting 04:29
twisting my mind is occupied by demons they whisper to me in a way I wish I wouldn't like the blood in my veins is slowly heating up, I feel it burning my head is split in two one part is struggling to stay, the other's set to go you barely think, you tongue seems poisoned the words that flow out of your mouth, they hit right in her chest a women that claimed to never become just like her mother how can you drop that weight and slowly vanish to a place where I can't follow you oh god I just feel my body working like a machine repeating games of how you drop, collapse in this routine no control of your former self or who you think you used to be, it's all I see you say you want it all to end here well do you listen to yourself? you say you've lost your faith in everyone, well, do you even trust yourself? and they way your voice keeps shaking in this warm mid-summer rain it's like you're twisting, turning but never learning how to love yourself ever again I can't swallow this again you say you want it all to end here well, did you ever think of me? and how I'd cope with such a curse like this but the way my voice keeps shaking in this warm mid-summer rain it‘s like I‘m twisting, turning but never learning how to love myself ever again
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Wallow 03:50
wallow keep that record, well, I‘m sure I won‘t put it on anyway and keep my clothes, I couldn’t bear your smell on it just let it fade oh, oh, let it fade oh, oh, let it fade away just like I do in your brain thought I‘d never pour my heart all out and explain everything I‘m running straight against a wall, I thought I could somehow make you stay
5.
Rest 04:39
Rest you‘re fading, cursing all the things you onced loved no more white, clean floors or someone cleaning up dust that‘s settled right down underneath his bed can you just keep these thoughts out of your head and let yourself rest just get some rest but this taste of light, it consumes you and eats up all your belief in what is real and what‘s unlikely he can‘t speak but still calls your name in your head, waiting for relief but this taste of light, it just tempers and tears up the ground beneath you can‘t find yourself in here, it kills you to know numbing silence is covering a place where you should find a peace of mind but all you can feel is your locked up mind still caving deeper into your fears it‘s cold at the bottom where you spend most of your time can‘t decide whether you should leave or bear another night did you ever show any of your insecurities? it‘s raging inside you eating up all your belief did you ever show any of your insecurities? it‘s raging inside you tearing up the ground beneath

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Buy the 12" Vinyl via Goddamn Records, Tief in Marcellos Schuld Records or Shivery MMXII Productions.
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released December 13, 2014

Recorded, mixed and mastered by Dominik Kazmierczak at LeftSide Studios in Vienna, Austria.
All songs written and performed by New Native.
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