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Walls
01:00
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Coughing Ashes
03:40
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coughing ashes
bitter taste, I can feel my pulse cave in
collecting dust on shelves above
locking myself inside my walls and let myself rot here
sweet revenge, I cant find another point to live
I‘m closer to the edge this time
another let down and this world flies by and I‘ll watch from underneath
death of mine, is this really what you want this time?
my will is broken, nothing‘s left inside
disappointments and the ash of what I never managed to cough up
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Twisting
04:29
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twisting
my mind is occupied by demons
they whisper to me in a way I wish I wouldn't like
the blood in my veins is slowly heating up, I feel it burning
my head is split in two
one part is struggling to stay, the other's set to go
you barely think, you tongue seems poisoned
the words that flow out of your mouth, they hit right in her chest
a women that claimed to never become just like her mother
how can you drop that weight and slowly vanish to a place where I can't follow you
oh god I just feel my body working like a machine
repeating games of how you drop, collapse in this routine
no control of your former self or who you think you used to be, it's all I see
you say you want it all to end here
well do you listen to yourself?
you say you've lost your faith in everyone, well, do you even trust yourself?
and they way your voice keeps shaking in this warm mid-summer rain
it's like you're twisting, turning but never learning how to love yourself ever again
I can't swallow this again
you say you want it all to end here
well, did you ever think of me?
and how I'd cope with such a curse like this
but the way my voice keeps shaking in this warm mid-summer rain
it‘s like I‘m twisting, turning but never learning how to love myself ever again
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Wallow
03:50
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wallow
keep that record, well, I‘m sure I won‘t put it on anyway
and keep my clothes, I couldn’t bear your smell on it
just let it fade
oh, oh, let it fade
oh, oh, let it fade away just like I do in your brain
thought I‘d never pour my heart all out and explain everything
I‘m running straight against a wall, I thought I could somehow make you stay
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Rest
04:39
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Rest
you‘re fading, cursing all the things you onced loved
no more white, clean floors or someone cleaning up dust that‘s settled right down underneath his bed
can you just keep these thoughts out of your head and let yourself rest
just get some rest
but this taste of light, it consumes you and eats up all your belief in what is real and what‘s unlikely
he can‘t speak but still calls your name in your head, waiting for relief
but this taste of light, it just tempers and tears up the ground beneath
you can‘t find yourself in here, it kills you to know
numbing silence is covering a place where you should find a peace of mind but all you can feel is your locked up mind still caving deeper into your fears
it‘s cold at the bottom where you spend most of your time
can‘t decide whether you should leave or bear another night
did you ever show any of your insecurities?
it‘s raging inside you
eating up all your belief
did you ever show any of your insecurities?
it‘s raging inside you
tearing up the ground beneath
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